I just find it difficult to socialize with people. Especially in such a short period of time. 

I wonder how some people are able to socialize and be close with people after meeting just a couple of time.

I'm always living in a environment with a constant change, always caught in a awkward situation. 

In school, at work.

I just don't know what are the right things to say.

:(((

And since it's a new year, I decided to start a little of self-enrichment.

First step: Not to sweat about small stuff. 

Because all these while that I had been living and sweating over the littlest things.

The next step I guess i could be: "how to socialize and make friends" of something like that

Hopefully by the end of this year I can somehow be a better person.

The current job used to end in a split second because it was fun. It felt like money wasn't that difficult to make. (Maybe this is not the point). But nowadays the 6 hour is the slowest 6 hours that I ever encounter in my life. I'm not looking forward anymore. More shift, fewer shift, good and bad thing.

UT in 4 days and I haven't even start.

Till then.