Ever since this shit started, I kinda felt like I've changed.

I'm not myself anymore. I tend to give in more to people. Not a good thing. It just seems like I don't have own stand anymore. Why did I did things unwillingly just to please someone who's not worth... And i also realized that people aren't that selfless anymore.
Not very certain, but I think ever since I step into this place I started to have trust issues. People that I trust are not even in that vicinity. As you grow older, plenty of people enter your life. But the actual close friends, those who you can call in crisis are shorter in supply.
There are so much pent up inside me. Sometimes I just need to pour my sorrows onto someone, but I don't want to trouble them.What a baggage.
I also started to feel uncomfortable towards something. This is wrong and I feel bad to feel this way, but I couldn't help it. Same old shit is happening.