dogs day are here. once again. like 15 miles away.
Saturday, April 7, 2012
hais 10more fucking days till start of school. and before that i got like 3 days of orientation. i really miss A1 sia. i miss how united we were. i miss spending time with them, studying, celebrating, competing, chalet. Whatever i can think of. i just don't like it la. Wake up so early, traveling so far, fucking adult far, bringing laptop, aiya i just don't like everything la. i don't like the way things are gonna work.
I feel so insecure that i wanna study hard so badly so that i wouldn't have to be so dependent on others.
and then i felt that i had wasted my holiday. part of it staying at home, not doing anything productive. wasted money on things that i thought that i could have saved those money and buy something that's more worth-for-money. i wasted 20 fucking bucks on a tank top, plain one somemore. like seriously? i could use that 20 bucks to get a 1/8 dr marten boots. or two books at HMV. or 1/3 of a mango tote. or 1/3 of a KEDS sneakers. i swear that those days were my richest moment in life. lol.
I WANT THE DAYS THAT I'LL SLEEP AT 5 AND WAKE UP AT 1. GOD.