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10 oct.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
for god sake. i'm not someone believe in let bygones be bygones.
for god sake. i was the one who planned it 1 month ago. your balloons? that was from one sucker's idea. me. Idea of the location? Me.
for god sake. i did not lied.
for god sake. they was they one who came up with the idea of telling you pathetic reason why i didn't turn up, so that they'll not get into trouble just in case you happen to ask and get pissed. i don't give a damn whether you know where the hell i am or not.
and for god sake. you was the one who post all the thing 6 fucking months ago about how attention seeking me and her was. For my case, just about my fucking twitter. and when i found out? fucking May. May be you might say i'm being petty. but this made me felt like somebody just back stabbed me.
i deliberately checked in. don't believe, ask Alston and co.
you said i don't give a damn, then why i planned it a month ago.
for your sake. i did not went to the outing for the sake of somebody.
Remember we web cammed in library? and when you said you have 4 good friends in your blog profile. i swear that time was great. for that moment, i thought 5 of us, the friendship would last.
if you think i'm saying all this to reconcile our friendship, and i am lying. I am not, and you can go ahead and ask Jac how happy i was and felt blessed when you post the cheer up status on Facebook when i was so fucking stressed that time about Poa.
i thought we're good friend. ever since last year's valentines, we got back together.
but what frustrates me was what you posted on your blog 6 months ago.
6 months, these 6 months i never thought that you was unhappy me and think that i'm seeking for attention and trying to act weak. because i posted that i had a gastric infection on my twitter.
so this is the reason. I am lying? go your dashboard and see it yourself.
and lastly, even if i'm so unhappy with my friend. i will never say that i don't wanna see them that frequent anymore.
IN THE PAST IN THE PAST IN THE PAST.