so true. 2011, a year to be serious. think i'm taking it too seriously and meanwhile, doing nothing. wonder where's my guts. and the nonchalantly attitude towards the fucking mid year. uhhhhh. my sense of urgency wasn't there for the past few months. maybe even now, it still isn't here. weird right, i'm worrying bout exams. Maybe it's is not the exams that matters, it is the people's perspective of me. like, everybody passed, except me. pathetic thing to happen right... that's why, avoiding. and the fucking hot weather. MAKING EVERYTHING TO BE SUCKS. p.s: i don't give a damn. *repeating in my mind.*