i asked myself. what's the point. this question has been wandering in my mind for awhile. for lots of thing, what's the point. i don't see an essential reason. even if there's a answer, there's still a why for it.
my mood has been a fluctuation. not constant. and you must be wondering about my source of motivation and happiness, it's gone, literally. something really abash me. i'm disgusted.
i would have make a din for this. paradoxically, i couldn't. it makes no sense for me to make a din with this position. so maybe the only alternative for me is to ------------------- i don't know.
pathetic isn't it.
some words hurts like a prick. you worked hard, and you deserved it, but you end up getting pick on. see how ironic it is. why me? it's not something about surpassing. prove it, if you have the ability.
i'm tired of the fluctuate mood.
fml x10000000000
god~ please tell me that i'm blind. that's why...