i hate this week. it has been tiring. physically, mentally and emotionally, again.
i'd been weak. tell me i'm useless. i'm sorry but i believe that i'm a pessimist. i need to be a optimist, i need to spare a thought for others, i need to go through all these ordeal. who will be the one who understand the pain i'm suffering and spare a thought for me. i am not the one who wanted things to be like this. i am not the one who wants to behave like this. i am not the one. i just can't help it. nobody would understand. at the end of the day, people might not treat you the same way you treat them.
