the thing, that i'd always been terrifying of, has came. the nightmare finally came true. maybe because i stop praying and wishing. that's why. it's so heartbroken. My instinct tells me that it's not gonna be for long. i hope i can trust this. need to feed myself, gonna be strong. *speak wisely* :') faith has to be bigger than fear. this week's gonna be busy. LIKE FINALLLLLLLLY I AM BUSY AFTER SO MANY DAYS OF LEISURE AT HOME. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO so addicted to tumblr. and then it's down today. how to survive?????? okay. moving on. goodbyeee.
