now, sitting alone in living room and blogging without any source of light. surprisingly, i can see. at least i still got some hope for my eyes. maybe also my sense of touching. this was my weekend. sat> out with sunny, @ night, heart to heart talk with her and tan mei bingggggg. long ago, i realised that not anybody can trust. but this is the day that i truly realised that. fortunately, sunny was the only one who know it all :> sun> stay at home till evening, went ikea with daddy after that. yesterday and today had the motivation module and stuff. i hope it works for me, and everyone, not only for today, tomorrow, but forever. becauseeeeee... every time i told myself to be positive towards life or anything else, it only works for a few day. maybe only one. that's it, back to my old own self. i am so so soooooooo excited for the 2 days 1 night camp. but i telling myself no to be too excited. the outcome will be the opposite. :< *currently trying so hardly to make the post longer. l o n g e r* i got my newest resolution. HA HA HA bye bye.